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[13 Jun Wed 2007 11:52pm] busy. CMNT

wow... posting this just because of how fitting this would have been back then [4 May Fri 2007 7:01pm] "So I know nothing of your taste and now speak up, louder. It's in your lips, I found. Come on, just press against me I finally have your attention, so listen closer, sweetheart. I've been trying to tell you, stay awake. And no, no, when we're safe here Come back, come back, you stayed always. Stay with me here Stay with me and watch these cars go by, and tell me the first thing that comes to your mind. So watch as I go back I just came to say that you'll never see me again. This clock is ours now, till morning. So stay right there in that frame This picture is how we speak. You'll never see me again, cause I miss you already. And bear that you haven't seen me. I don't belong in anything you dream, in anything we dream. She said "Put your hands back on my skin and say you loved me, cause I can't live like you do. Never could." Come on, just press against me. You always have my attention, and please speak up louder. Make those lips move. Come back on the weekend forever cause you don't mean to shake like that Come back on the weekend forever Cause you don't mean to... Stay with me and I will try to tell you Stay with me and I will try to tell you So watch as I go back I just came to say that you'll never see me again This clock is ours now, till morning. So stay right there in that frame This picture is how we see you You'll never see me again, cause I miss you already." Current: [1.] Full time @Beauty Habit in TO. [2.] Full time student at COSMOschool. [3.] Last day at the salon was today. [4.] This weekend some of the girls and i have a hotelroom waiting for us for Saturday nite, which we will stay at in order to attend the hair show on Sunday. This is going to be an awesome weekend. [5.] Life is busy and that's the way i like it. I am very satisfied with where my life is leading me. And the people that i am meeting along the way. :) CMNT

you can only depend on yourself. [26 Apr Thu 2007 7:13am] [ mood | indifferent ] don't expect me to give a shit anymore. CMNT

i want to know your plans [20 Apr Fri 2007 12:42am] You're what keeps me believing the world's not gone dead, Strength in my bones put the words in my head. When they pour out to paper, it's all for you. 'Cause that's what you do. That's what you do. No more fighting. This is only a waste of our time 'cause soon we'll be leaving. Will this strength still be mine? I'll look out for you 'til I die, 'til I rot. I'll remember you 'til I die, until I rot. CMNT

[17 Apr Tue 2007 2:54pm] senior in cosmetology school now. i love my friends. and how sara and i have our own myspace. ha ha ha cut out a few more lousy people from my life. (people are JOKES hahaha) and hopefully getting a new job with one of my classmates soon. im never online. hope lifes great. lata. CMNT

[29 Mar Thu 2007 6:56am] we're working on facials in school ... i'd rather not. i'm cutting back on smoking. big time. haven't bought a pack in days. woo. i don't want to go to work and my hair's dirty. fuck. this weekend i need to do something specific. thank god it's pay day tomorrow. yuck. when you delete phone numbers from your phone, it's fucking crazy who ends up contacting you. you really see that it's nice to finally eliminate the people that never put the time out for you, and how they eventually realize that you don't give a shit about them anymore. BUT it's fucking annoying as shit when the people you DON'T want to talk to, won't leave you alone. the most random individuals have been contacting me lately. anyway, pasta nights are fucking great. so is clarissa explains it all. time to go to work. good day. 1 fake CMNT

i'm hot cuz i'm fly - you ain't cuz you not [24 Mar Sat 2007 6:00pm] traffic school...... done. second job ........ needed. first weaving ever ........... so much fun. me being blonde and/or changing my hair ......... SOON! my sidekick basically lives with me now until he moves into his new home in newbury. good times everynite with the things we keep ourselves entertained with: gumby. tea. hot chocolate. graham. taco bell. early mornings and interesting evenings. we get to sleep in tomorrow. thank goodness. hey, it's saturday, and i don't have shit to do but look for a 2nd job tomorrow. hell fucking yes. ps. i can't make outgoing calls any longer on my cell phone. i'll be getting rid of it soon, as well. i can still get calls, and text. so just letting the world know. CMNT

you know how bad girls get [20 Mar Tue 2007 12:48pm] [ music | the police ] we took a trip to toys r us yesterday. ran around and found all the old toys we discussed the day before. you know, all those old toys you remember as a kid. cabbage patch kids, mouse trap, etc. (we couldn't find creepy crawlers). and then to pet stores to look for eddie nash. hahah so much fun. last night i completed a mission i had never done before. we were forced to work with what we had, instead of me sneaking my car out of the driveway again. i hate mon-wed. we make due of every situation. including both being broke, but finding gas to drive anyways.. me and sarah (with shaving cream on our noses that you can't see) at school last nite the girls and i played around with shaving cream and goofed around the ending of the class period, haha. tonite i am dying sarah's hair dark for her. in may, sarah, tawni, laura, and i are getting a hotel room up towards temecula and going to a hair show that's all day, for school credit. we'll go up saturday night, party, and attend the class on sunday. it's going to be awesome. circa survive is playing this weekend. i wish i could go. i wouldn't mind saving up to see the police in august. CMNT

<3 irish <3 [16 Mar Fri 2007 3:36pm] life is going. i have a roommate now. basically, haha. i like it. i'm enjoying the way things are cruising these days. it's pretty alright, for the moment. plus, school just makes everyday worth waking up for. i love my friends. sarah, tawni, and i are a trio and enjoy being the last ones in the parking lot at nite for a last smoke. hahaha the nites at beauty school cannot be topped, to say the least. rip garfield. my baby fluffy kitty got ran over by a car in my gated community. i started crying at work today, and couldn't stop. i hate death with no goodbyes. i'm going to go wash my car, and wait for 7:30pm. restocking for my room includes: 4 liters (whiskey, brandy, after shock, and black russian). tomorrow is a good day. and oh are we gonna have fun tonite. 1 fake CMNT

[7 Mar Wed 2007 2:00pm] take it like a man CMNT

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